when one get disappointed.
they will learn not to trust.
but i just cant.
for some reason,i just will let myself plunge into another one.
hopping that this time it won't be again.
and i really hope it won't

i don't want to tears.
as my eyes is suffering silently.
i hope you would listen.
but you didn't.
it is not for me but YOU.

when i concern.
all i ask for is lil.
i don't need much. but now
what i get is almost none.

i cried.
hating the fact that love is so complicated.
i know he is my life.
but but but.
when he don't even appreciate.
my world fell apart.

maybe i should learn to be more independent.
maybe i should learn how to pick myself up.

i learn this doesn't mean that i don't love you.
if just that i have to protect myself
from getting hurt again.

getting angry isn't any good.
in the end. the one who is suffering is still the both of us.
so i have to make myself suffer less

BY:

1) less quarrel
2) less hope in return and also
3) letting you have freedom in the things you want.

love you is my life.
you are my destiny.
just that the path now is insecure.