okies. i am freaking bored today.
or should i say. i am alone at home.
& i didn't know what i should do.
so i just basically lie there and do nothing.
the only things i did usefully today.
is i IRON the clothes. hahas.
woke up; ate and i started to slack.
then i have realy nothing to do.
so i took out all the photos. and examine everyofit.
GUESS WHAT.
the first photo i saw is HIM.
the important guy in my life.
he is the first one i miss dearly.
i shan't show you who is it.
until you read through the whole post.
then i try to pick up a few photos.
that is so damn funny.
and also important.
the photos is abit BLUR. so sorry.
LET SEE.
OMFG.
my 2nd uncle & his wife. &
my 3rd uncle & his wife.
when they are damn young.
my 3rd aunty is like below the age of 18??
OMFG. look how pretty she is whiile look at me now.
ARGH!~ SO UTTERLY DISSAPOINTED.
i remember this YAOYAO.
and i am missing it dearly. it think it should still be surviving.
at my malaysia rented house. or aiyar.
JUST SOME WHERE IN MAlAYSIA.
look how small size are we in the past.
OMFG. if i am carrying the umbrella now.
i think it can ONLY CONTAIN ME.
hahhas.
PAST: OVER SIZE CLOTHES.
NOW: JUST NICE MAN!~ lol.
and look at what my sister is doing.
OMFG. SHE IS EXPOSING HERSELF.
and i think i am enjoying this sight.
wahahas.
look at how thin i am in the past.
no a single area of FATS.
haish. i am so damn dissapointed.
I WANT TO CRY. I WANTO LOSE WEIGHT.
hahas.
I MISS THEM.
haven't been seeing them since 2007 lunar new year.
OMFG. WHAT THE FUCK HIS FATHER IS DOING.
LOCKING THEM UP???
we haven't been going out for a long time.
and have lots of laughter together. HAISH.
the adults world is SCARY.
those i used to play with when i shifted to woodland BLK 148.
i miss them. but if i have the chance to meet them.
i sure would not know what to say. hahas.
and i think i am the inventor of M shape hair. hahas.
and i am the first chinese rapper.
lol.
YOYOYO!~.
i am HIP since young okies.
HELO BUTCH & BUSTARD. hahas.
and i am the youngest to get BALD. lol.
faint.
and my ugliest HAIRSTYLE. ARGH!!~
and i miss him. i am chatting with him just now.
& i am missing him already.
faster come home to chat with me.
OHYARHSs. jhust now i say.
i wanted to show u the first person i miss most right??
IS HIM.
my FIRST BOYFRIEND.
and i am already having S** at such young AGE.
hahas.
no larhs. i also dunno who is him.
the first picture i see is.
GRANDPA.
i miss his KISS &
i miss his HUGs.
you left me too suddenly.
when i haven't have the chance to say goodbye.
i always have this feeling when you last visited SINGAPORE.
i felt that you are going to leave me.
i always have this feeling that i am going to not see you anymore.
and i felt it. i knew it.
i am so sorry for not seeing you for the last time.
i am so sorry i didn't knew u are gone, until we are half way to K.L.
but why didn't you wait for me.
didn't you say you are leaving the hospital the next day.
why did you passed away on the very day.
you break your promise.
i am still waiting for miracle to happen.
i am still waiting for you to return. and tell me everything is a lie.
and you will always be there for me.