quarrel and quarrel
everyday there will be something to quarrel
no matter what i do. it doesn't matter anymore
i will always be the one at fault

i am tired of it.
my heart is pronounce dead
i am as dead as the dead sea now

sobbing is part of my routine now.
i have no idea where the tears came from
i tried to stop,
but it can't

i shouldn't have belong to this world.
i am making everyone life difficult with my presence
i have no dignity.
what i only know is to bring shame to you.

just simply throw me out of your care.
i know i won't be able to survive alone.
but if by doing so, your life would be better.
just do it.
i won't blame you.
i know it is not your fault.
i have brought it to myself.

because, what you expect from me.
i simply can't do it.
respect a person who i can't even forgive of .
doesn't it sounds strange.

from now on. i won't ask money from him anymore
if he give me money willingly.
i will take.
but i won't open my mouth again.

Just let me suffer.
i know the door is wide.
i can walk out of it any time you want.
just inform me.
and YOU WON'T SEE ME AGAIN


queenylow is pronounce DEAD
nothing can melt my heart anymore.