when someone get bored. they can do anything.
use their most creative part of the mind. to do anything out of everything.


hohoho... long time no blog lers wors.
miss me marrs.. hahas...
okies i am being lame... i think i miss my blog more...
but i am watching hongkong dramas all this while..
first.. forensic heroes... than fathers and sons...
then currently is DRIVES OF LIFE... kind of draggy but the story still can make it...
in the mean time i am also watching romantic princess...

so what am i doing this few days?
interested mars?!~ i doubt so...

lets start on wednesday.
hey i gt a MEINU culture facilitators okies... not really meinu larrs...
but still presentable bars. she is tall.. especially after her heels.
she is skinny... waseh.. compare to darrlingg and WAHAHAS XD..
she look so much easier to break...
want take a look at her photo..


her face look abit not like her.duno why.

okies... tomorrow is her lesson..
wish that she will forgive me even if i am lik sleepy. hehes...
sleeping very late this few days due to the show.

frm sunday to thurs.haven been meeting LAOGONG. the feeling is lik KILLING.
omg... i cant imagine my future without him.
LAOGONG... ...i lurve you.
i am like a little baby when i am in ur arm.
i want your pamper every now and then.
i want you to sayang me like i am the one you sayang most.
i want to be your baby forever.
even if i reach the age of 80 and you reach the age of 85.
till the day i leave this world.

thurs. went to meet darrling for dinner.
look at her face.

funny rights. hahas. she cute lars. forever so retard face.

okies. the day finally arrive. FRIDAY.
omg. we are like a pair of couple that haven't see others for years.
we kiss each other.
we hug each other.
like the panda cling onto the tree.
hahas. i am the tree.
because i am slimer.
fat fat panda mak kah wai. panda panda mak kah wai.hehes.

saturday. suppose to spend my whole day with LAOGONG.
but his friend ahyam called.
go lion dance.
he asked me whether he can go.
waseh. i was touuched when he asked me on whether he can go mars.
omg. i can feel the respect he gave me.
although i don't feel like parting with him. but.
but. this is his interest. and it has been a long time since he go.
so i just say GO AHEAD. don't care about me.

i don't want to be someone that control your life.
i want you to do what you wanted. if it doesn't do any harm to you.
although i want you to be my side for as long as possible.
but i promise myself not to be selfish.
as there is always some space for individual no matter how old are you.
what identity you have. who you are.

when he went for lion dance. i went home. to sleep. and watch video.

SUNDAY. he went to lion dance again. but before he went.
he came down to find me. breakfast cum lunch cum dinner for him.
ARGH!~ lurve him.
no matter how ugly you are.
no matter how poor you are.
you will still being lurve by the me.
always and always. never end.

at night have dinner with my family.
actually not like having dinner larrs.is we see our parent eat.
as i am full.i ate some mango ice.
waliew. duno is mango ice or wad sias. not nice.
erm. it still have some sperm in the ice. not nice somemore. YUCKY!
so disgusting. want see?


disgusting right. dunno why they put inside.
somemore the mango is like some syrup.
YUCKS.

wait for LAOGONG until 3am.
was so angry that he came home so late.
but no choice. his friends ask him to.
but i am angry cause i scare will affect his health and
MONDAY STILL NEED WORK LORRS

MONDAY
was too tired to go school. was too tired to go to work.
it was pouring. was a nice day to sleep.
have a spliting headache. have a sore eyes.
hais. so we decided to stay at home.

i went over his hse. as it is like pouring.
and i waited for the taxi in the rain. and what i get.
DRENCHED like nobody business.
when i get into the taxi after 10mins of waiting.i am shivering like nobody business.
and the damn F***ing traffic.jam from the zoo to BKE lars.
can you imagine the flow of traffic. BAD.
so when i reach boon lay place. guess the price of the taxi fare. $22 bucks.
walao. normal one is like $14 lars. exceed like $8.
sians. waste of money. we watch show and sleep. that is what we do.

when i reached his hse. i was damn freaking cold.
i hide inside his blanket. i wore his socks.
i was so cold.he was damn worried.
sorry. but i just want to rush there to see you.
no matter what happen to me.

ohyar. he went to see doctor. ex sias. $22 bucks. same as my cab fare.
faint right. dunno why nowaday everything is so expensive.
or is it that i am just too broke.lols.

we ate porridge. and i have milo dinasour.
i said that i wanted it during afternoon. but i have totally forgotten about it.
but he remembered. so TOUCHED.
the porridge was so damn little that non of us is full.
so he cooked maggi mee.


i forget to tak photo... dis one is drank half way derrs.

every single thing you do make me feel so touched.
make me feel so blessed. even though it is not expensive.
but is the efforts and thought that count.

HIS FIRST TIME COOKING FOR ME. TOUCHED.




erm.mummy call me when i was at his hse.
she want him to have dinner with them this SUNDAY.
omg. he is so gonna to be dead.



TUESDAY.
HAPPY MOONCAKE FESTIVAL.

he diden go to work again. he eyes pain again.
WORRIED. what happen sias. that time my eyes also like that
did i spread to him? is it my fault.
i am so sorry. if it is really me.
LURVE YOU

rush to his hse after presenting. reach his hse ard 3pm.
he lied. i told him to sleep. i told him to rest.
he said okies. but. but.
then he is there watching DVD.
bishbish.. neber listen to me. ANGRY. hais.

once reach his hse. sleep until 6pm. then wake up for dinner.
i felt so much like a pig. sleep then wake up eat. diden do anything else.
after dinner. went to watch his sister with the dragon dance.
was so impressive.
she is like the only girl doing the dragon dance. the other one is holding the ball.
whereas others just stand there doing nothing.

saw the PINK hair ger. that is her. my LAOGONG sister.
she is great in this. omg. her height is like a normal guy lars. faint.


she sooo strong right. able to carry such a heavy thing and move here move there.
do different type of stun.

suddenly fell in lurve with dragondance because of her. hahas.
please tak note of my word.
not i fell in lurve with her.
but is what she did make me fell in lurve with DRAGON DANCE.




although i am in lurve with dragon dance and have a sudden urge in joining it.
but i don't think i can make. cause the sudden drum sound will scare me.
how am i able to make it if i am scare of the drum.
FAINT!~

this dog is so irritating. scare me.
LAOGONG would have say. he did nothing what.
he just stand there and move when he is suppose to.
he also won't disturb you.
SCARE for wad??


okies. shall stop here. won't be able to see LAOGONG for the next 2 days.
haish.no one to pamper me lers.
but i shall stay strong. and with darrlingg around.
everything will be cured.

this is the video for dragon dance baibai


whereas. this is the dragon dance with lots of stuns
that i don't think i can do it. hahas


nights people. shall go watch the rest of the show then sleep.