people always ask me what is my dream.
people always don't i have a target in my life.
people always question me why don't you want to work in the future.

sometime i seems to be speechless.
sometime i seems to be blurred why i think so.

and now i know.

my dream is to be with my lurve one. no matter who he is.
he just need to be there for me. always.
trying hard to make me laugh every moment.
and i am still searching.

my target in my life.
to marry a guy that will know what i want.
no matter how poor he is. i don't need his money to make me happy.
i don't need his money to buy me all the things i want.
i just need him to know what i am thinking and what i want.
and i am still searching for him.

i don't want to work in the future.
because i am scared of growing up. it seem to be so scary that working world is so scary.
i know i am being unrealistic.
but that is what i want.

i am still searching for him.
and i still want to be in an unrealistic world.
and that is me.

i am being super emo now.
alone at home crying.
i know i am too over. what i want is super not going to come true.
because no one in the world actualy will understand what another person want.

i afraid of this feeling.
cryin out when no one know.
but this is the only thing i can do now.

byebye.