long time since i blog.
lotsof stuffs to update.
schools have been busy
life is filled up with filled up crappy stuff
and crappy people

but i have my nicest friends around
my family around
with my cousin (came singpapore for holiday)
and my nicest boyfriend. (:

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somehow i think i am abit crazy nowadays
i think i am going wild and not tame.

i think i just treat my boyfriend very bad nowadays
asking him to do everything but dun appreaciate it

i think my life is sad as i want so many thing but i have no money

i think my temper get from bad to worse, i like to scold fuck more often.

i think i hack care my life nowaday and think life sucks

i think i am more money minded now and need money every moment to do everything and anything i want.

i think i need a job and stop taking money from my dad

i think i am going fatter and fatter and i hate myself being fat

i think my fashion sense got from bad to worse.

i think my face get from bad to worse also, just feel like killin myself whenever i saw my face.
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i want to buy alot of clothes, i just have nothing to wear.
although my cabinet are filled with tons of clothes and alot of them i only got to wear it once or twice
but i just cant find the clothes i want.

i want my boyfriend to do so much things for me
although he is already doing alot, but i just don't think it is enough

i want everything to be new.
my bags, my clothes, my makeup set
my body, my face, my handphone
my laptop, my roon decoration, my spectacles, my television
JUST MY EVEYRTHING.